I never know how to use these blogs. I seem to go through sparadic usage. All I know is that I need to get back on track before it is really to hard to do something about my weight. I checked my weight on the dodgy broken scales and I think I might be 70kg *sigh*. I really need to get back into control. I've been binge eating and that's just not me. I don't know why I do it - I just get the urge and just run with it *sigh*.
So a fresh start. A new blog to go with the fresh start. It will probably go through bits of boringness, but as long as the scales (and my clothing) start showing me love again, I should be ok. I've just got to stop struggling with myself really. Stop being so hard on myself and just start learning to say no again. Just force myself. Eat the healthy foods I like without worrying about the price tag.
So tomorrow I will be honest with myself and weigh in (I am terrified) but it is a necessary evil to get back into control.
My goal. Ultimate goal, is to being a skinny bitch for my high school reunion in November. I was a really overweight teenager (84-90kg), and I want to be a size 12 again when they see me. The real question is - should I wear a corset to my reunion *laughs*!!!
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