First weigh in

Well I faced the music and weighed in. I really didn't want to. I couldn't quite believe how much I weighed: 69.7kg! That is most definitely NOT ideal. It's hard to believe that I put on so much weight. On my wedding day I was less than 63kg and that's not even 6 months ago. There are a few things I've been doing that I don't want to admit to that has attributed to this weight gain. I don't know why I was feeding my feelings, but I just couldn't seem to stop. I could eat a couple of chocolate bars in 1 sitting. Even when I weighed 75kg I didn't do that. Aaand I started binge eating, I could eat non stop for a couple of hours - I just can't do this to myself anymore. All I can say is that thank god for the gym because I imagine it would be worse otherwise.

Okay so my goals are as follows:

1. Fitting back into my clothing. Some of it is tight and some of it is unwearable! I want to get into those size 12 jeans from sports girl (I didn't buy them).
   
   
2. Be back at goal for my 10 year high school reunion in November. I don't want to be a chubber. I've always been a chubber so I need to be healthy to show all those people who were mean to me because of my weight that I can take control of my life - I know how much I like to be in control.
   
   
3. Japan! Japan! Japan! Well this is my ultimate goal. When I reach goal I am going to buy some crazy Japanese gothic attire in February (oh it'll be my birthday too and wedding anniversary - YAY).

Okay so in summary:

Current weight: 69.7kg

Goal weight: 60kg

Lost: 0kg

Next goal: - 2.2kg

GOAL: - 9.7 kg

67.5 kg I will buy myself something lovely. Oh I know, those tarot cards I have my eye on. I really want those. Right TAROT cards it is!

Today's menu:

Breakfast: (1.5)

yoghurt 1

strawberries .5

Morning tea: (5.5)

Carrot 0

Mandarine .5

coffee 2.5

pineapple .5
Nestea iced tea 2

Lunch: (4)

Corn soup 2.5

Fromaig 1.5

Afternoon tea: (1)

Popcorn .5

saltanas .5

carrot 0

Dinner: (7)

Stuffed capsicum

Dessert: (1.5)

Skinny cow ice cream 1.5

TOTAL: 20.5 points

save: -.5

exercise: step 5.5 points

Weekly tally

Tuesday saved 2 exercise 2.5 (2/2.5)

Wednesday saved -.5; exercise 5.5 (1.5/8)